What is hidden in me

Have you ever wished you were dead

Just because of a gesture

Or hurtful words that were said

That maybe if I had done it deeper

Because death seems so much easier

I am still screaming

And my wounds are not healing

I still live in fear

I cry inside but you do not hear

My body is just a shell

Deep down I feel like im in hell

I am dead inside

Please help me feel alive

I dont know how to deal

With this emptiness I still feel