The last victory of chaos

I once lived in dimension five

where all worlds were possible

and it was a fine thing to be alive.

Then my consciousness expanded

and at first my heart sang

to see the plane of all possibities

stretching from the Big Bang.

Next I understood that we may

take different routes, succeed or fail,

but it ends the same

when Ouroboros eats his tail.

It was no gift to see the end like this

to repeat the same mistakes

like it was some cosmic treat.

So I left my consciousness

in the sixth dimension

and abandoned the future and the past,

pulled the plug on my universe of atoms

and turned my back on all edits and revisions

to slowly circle the last black hole

on the event horizon of my troubled soul

until the bonds that weakly,

and briefly attached,

broke down to chaos

and gravity took me at last.